Issue 6: Making Waves
Turquoise & Brown
May 21, 2020
From the Pages of Issue 6: Making Waves
Poetry By Olivia Vandamme | @olivialomasi
Poppies & Lupines
Hawks & Pelicans
Palm trees & Coconuts
Burros & Nopales
Turquoise & Brown
Tracking dreams where desert landscapes meet ocean point breaks
California to Mexico and back
Visiting memories through the smell of copal
A Frida embellished candle burning reminds me that her art has transcended time and place
Just like the cold California Coastal Current upwells nutrients for thousands of miles
And humpback whales majestic melodies travel great distances knowing no borders
Complex tidal rhythms
Barnacles mark high-tide zones
Seaweed as a clue to sheltered coves
Turquoise & Brown
brown body
brown skin
brown woman
BROWN like the otter, like the plumage of the pelican, like kelp that protects & provides
like La Sirena in Loteria, like the soil mi bisabuelo worked with in the fields,
like a refreshing licuado de plátano con chocolate
Who I am does not solely exist in the familiar or comfortable
Conditioned to believe surfing was out of reach for a brown woman like me
Pushing against these beliefs I pursued what began as a dream
All five of my fingers cooperate as they form a perfect cup
Entering the water in unison and pulling it back - left hand
Entering the water in unison and pulling it back - right hand
Entering the water in unison and pulling it back - left hand
With each stroke another layer of tension and doubt is released
my beautiful hips rest easy on the center of the board
my chest raised proud and shoulders back
Where turquoise and brown patterns flow
Seagulls give us clues to a falling tide
Lichens help determine south facing rocky shores
Black / Orange / Grey
A sacred space with
Deep
Powerful
Connections
I replicate and improve my practice in the sea
I too can evolve to thrive on a sea salt shore,
like the golden wildflowers growing galore.
the ocean gives me space to connect to its ebb & flow
to work on my style, my dance, my expression
with my body & board on the surface
learning to measure time with the sun, moon, tides and wind
centering and humbling
respect and persistence
patience with my healing
A new dream appears where I see women in the water celebrating each other
Actively choosing to diversify the place we love
Respecting the numerous ways to be part of a place
Allowing our identities to be our strength and honoring our past connections to the ocean
Forging a future of togetherness, belonging, community
I will continue to pursue what began as a dream.
Where turquoise and brown patterns flow.
PC: @olivialomasi